The struggle with my forms continue. I seem to get to a certain point and then it all gets messed up. I know the moves it’s just getting them in the right sequence and make sure I don’t get moves from one form mixed in with another. My pain level has increased which doesn’t help with doing proper stances or techniques. The pain meds make my brain mush and I can’t retain anything. This is most frustrating since forms were my favorite part of kung fu and perfecting them has always been a priority. What really frustrates me is how the pain is now dictating what I can do and how I do it. Every step I take is a painful reminder of how a disease can affect ones well being. I’ve exhausted all avenues and now it looks like I’m slated for more surgery to fuse bones together. Hopefully it will give me complete or at least some relief from the pain. There goes another wasted year.
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