I have to apologize for letting everyone down by not keeping up with my journaling, especially to the I Ho Chuan team and Sifu Brinker. I could run on with tons of reasons why I dropped the ball, such as I forgot or I didn’t have the time. But the real reason, is fear! Fear of saying the wrong thing that someone may take the wrong way or getting facts wrong, the list of fears is a long one.
I have stated before that I am a very private person and therefore my biggest fear is revealing things about myself that I don’t want anyone to know. I also find it difficult to put pen to paper and write down my thoughts. So with that said, I again apologize for missing weeks. I will try and keep up with my commitment to a weekly entry.
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